The 2020s File Feature
Am I Dreaming
Am I Dreaming — Metro Boomin, A$AP Rocky Roisee Float Above the Spider-VerseThere is a specific kind of creative freedom that comes when a film gives a produ…
01 The Story
Am I Dreaming — Metro Boomin, A$AP Rocky & Roisee Float Above the Spider-Verse
There is a specific kind of creative freedom that comes when a film gives a producer a blank canvas and says: make something that sounds like this world. In the summer of 2023, that world was the quantum-layered, graffiti-saturated, visually overwhelming universe of Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse, and the producer handed that canvas was Metro Boomin. The soundtrack he assembled was one of the year's most critically discussed, and somewhere in its architecture sat Am I Dreaming, a hazy, weightless collaboration with A$AP Rocky and rising voice Roisee.
Metro Boomin at the Center of Everything
By 2023, Metro Boomin had spent a decade building the production language of modern trap. His work with Future, 21 Savage, and Young Thug had shaped the sonic vocabulary of an era. Taking on the Spider-Verse soundtrack project, however, asked something different of him: not just individual records but a cohesive sonic world, something with thematic weight and cinematic range. The resulting project showed his range. Am I Dreaming appeared on the soundtrack side, where guest artists met the film's universe on their own terms.
A$AP Rocky and the Art of Atmosphere
A$AP Rocky has always been a rapper unusually interested in texture. His production choices across his career have consistently prioritized feel over function, and he gravitates toward tracks where mood precedes message. Am I Dreaming suited that sensibility perfectly: the production shimmers at the edges, a little untethered, more like a state of mind than a traditional hip-hop instrumental. Rocky floats over it in a way that matches the film's aesthetic, which was itself a meditation on identity, disorientation, and the vertigo of existing in multiple realities at once.
Roisee and the Track's Emotional Core
Roisee, a Brooklyn artist whose voice carries a quality somewhere between melodic rap and pure singing, provided the song with its most emotionally direct moments. His presence grounded the track's dream logic in something that felt like genuine feeling rather than pure atmosphere. The collaboration between three artists with distinct registers produced a piece with real internal tension: skeptical, longing, and suspended all at once, which mapped precisely onto the film's themes of a young hero unsure whether the life he's living is the right one.
The Chart Performance
The song debuted at number 51 on the Billboard Hot 100 on June 17, 2023, and held that position for a second week before sliding, spending four weeks on the chart total. Those numbers were largely driven by the film's opening weekend, which was itself a massive commercial and critical event. Soundtrack tracks face a particular set of chart dynamics: they rise sharply on film promotion, then settle once the theatrical cycle moves on. Am I Dreaming followed that pattern faithfully.
A Soundtrack That Refused to Be Background Music
What distinguished the Spider-Verse soundtrack from most superhero film tie-ins was its ambition. Metro Boomin treated it as an artistic project rather than a marketing exercise, and the result was music that held up on its own, away from the screen. Accumulating over 46 million YouTube views, Am I Dreaming proved that listeners were returning to it outside the cinema context. For A$AP Rocky and Roisee, it offered a showcase in front of an audience extending well beyond their usual listeners.
Put on headphones, close your eyes, and let the layers of Am I Dreaming do exactly what the title promises.
“Am I Dreaming” — Metro Boomin, A$AP Rocky & Roisee's singular moment on the 2020s charts.
02 Song Meaning
The Meaning Behind Am I Dreaming
A song designed for a film about parallel dimensions and the disorientation of identity carries certain thematic weight before a single word is sung. Am I Dreaming operates in that in-between space the Spider-Verse films made their home: the question of whether what you're experiencing is real, whether the choices that brought you here were the right ones, and whether the version of yourself standing in this moment is the version you were supposed to become.
Uncertainty as a Lived State
The song's central question is philosophical without being academic. Its lyrics revolve around the experience of surreal detachment, the feeling of watching your own life from a slight remove, unsure whether events are unfolding naturally or whether something fundamental is out of alignment. Rocky and Roisee approach this from slightly different angles: Rocky's verses carry a kind of cool remove, observational, while Roisee's contributions are warmer and more emotionally exposed.
The Spider-Verse Connection
Miles Morales, the film's protagonist, spends Across the Spider-Verse grappling with whether the path his mentors have laid out for him is truly his path at all. The film's central conflict is about the right to author your own story even when every external authority insists that story must go a certain way. Am I Dreaming scores that conflict emotionally. The dreamlike quality of the production is not decorative; it mirrors the protagonist's sense of reality as something negotiable, something that might shift without warning.
The Production as Emotional Landscape
Metro Boomin's instrumental work on this track builds its meaning through texture. The beat shimmers rather than pounds; elements seem to materialize at the edges of the mix before dissolving. This is deliberately disorienting in a way that serves the lyrical content. The production creates the sensation of not quite trusting what you're hearing, which is precisely the state the song describes. Sound and language reinforce each other rather than simply coexisting.
Why It Resonated Beyond the Film
The reason Am I Dreaming accumulated a genuine audience beyond movie tie-in consumption is that the uncertainty it describes is universal. The particular Spider-Man mythology that frames the track is specific, but the feeling of standing in your own life and wondering if it's the right one is not. Listeners who never saw the film could still find something in the song's suspended quality, its refusal to offer resolution, its comfort with the open question. That emotional accessibility is what turned a soundtrack cut into a recurring play.
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